Produced by Count Your Dead
All lyrics written by Jonathan Haubert
Music written and arranged by Julio Salazar, Jonathan Haubert, and Malachi Carrera

Tracklisting:
01. D.R.T.
02. Behind Open Doors
03. Scapegoat
04. Walk of Vengeance
05. Ghost

D.R.T.

Digging inside you (and I love how it tastes)
Reaching inside you (and your life is mine to take)
Screaming so endless (cutting away the sins)
Burning in torment (so is this really how it ends)
Tearing inside you, (and your heart is mine to take!)
Screaming so numb now (so it’s always up to fate)
There we go dreaming (wasting away our lives)
Feed me your torment (and it all tastes the same!)

I am screaming - But you don’t hear a thing!
I did love you - But that doesn’t mean a thing!
am screaming - But you cannot hear me say!
I still love you - And it always ends in pain!!!

(Dead - Yes you’re dead - Yes you’re dead - Right there...!)

And we fall now... No my love I can’t save you!
There’s no hope now... Yes my love – we are dead
As we fall down... No my love I can’t save you!!
And you’re laughing..!
Laughing at me dead right there...!

Digging inside you (and I love how it tastes)
Reaching inside you (and your life is mine to take)
Screaming so endless (cutting away the sins)
Burning in torment (so is this really how it ends)
Tearing inside you (and your heart is mine to take!)
Screaming so numb now (so it’s always up to fate)
There we go dreaming (wasting away our lives)
Feed me your torment (and it all tastes the same!)

I am screaming - But you don’t hear a thing!
I did love you - But that doesn’t mean a thing!
I am screaming - But you cannot hear me say!
I still love you - And it always ends in pain!!!

Scream! My love!
You’re fucking killing me again!
Your dead right there!
With nothing more to fucking say!
We’ve come so far!
God yes I know your fucking laughing!

(Yes my love your dead right there.)

Behind Open Doors

Dead beyond the pleasure, rage and hate and shame.
You are a nothing, “just another tragedy!”
Look into these eyes, and can’t you see...
The pains of the past that fuels insanity.
Fear beyond the pleasure, rage and hate and shame.

“You were my love, but now a tragedy!”

Live in truth... “Never lies!”
Find the truth... “In her – Eyes”

Fear beyond the pleasure, rage and hate and shame.
You are pathetic, “just a fucking tragedy!”
Look into these eyes, and can’t you see.
The pains of the past that fuels insanity.
Fear beyond the pleasure, rage and hate and shame.
“You were my love, but now a tragedy!”

The truth lies hidden, behind the open door... (x3)

The truth lies hidden behind the open door.
There’s nothing more for me, cuz “I’m broken!”
I feel the end is coming, and once again.
No there’s nothing I can do to, “stop it!”
Look into these eyes and can’t you see.
“This is not revenge, it’s a reckoning!”

Live in truth... “Never lies!”
Find the truth... “In her – Eyes!”

Dead beyond the pleasure, rage and hate and shame.
You are a nothing, “Just another tragedy!”
Look into these eyes, and can’t you see...
The pains of the past that fuels insanity.
Fear beyond the pleasure, rage and hate and shame.

“You were my love, but now a tragedy!”

Live in truth... “Never lies!”
Find the truth... “In her – Eyes!”

The truth lies hidden, behind the open door... (x7)

Behind her smiles... she hides all the shame.
But I can’t protect her, from the truth of her, pain.....

Scapegoat

I am your scapegoat, “Here to take the fucking blame...”
You are the reason, “The torment which infests my brain...”
Yes I’m a demon, “Soaring upon Angel Wings...”
You forced your ending,
“So what the fuck have you to say...?”

And once again, we burn in pain.
We weep and laugh, within the flames.
We’ve come too far, to walk away.
We cannot end... This fucking pain!

You beat me down, throw my heart away.
I hear you laugh, as you walk away!
And once again, we burn in pain.
You fucking used me, but never again...

And once again, I am to blame.
For all the reason, behind your shame.
And yet again, we fucking burn.
You’ve come so far, but did you learn!?

You choose to beat me, throw my heart away.
I hear you laugh, as you walk away!
And once again, we burn in pain.
You fucking used me, but never again...

I’ll take the blame!
End all the shame...
I’ll play this game!
Bitch you are nothing...

And I feel alone, every time, that I look into her eyes.
And I know it’s true, that she lied.
Cause she don’t give a fuck!

Walk of Vengeance

Voices in my mind
Are telling me its time
Time to take control
“Vengeance will be mine to day!”

Rage it builds inside
Yes, you’ve crossed the line
Listen close my friend...
“I will tell you how this ends!”

Step by step I take
Upon this path I lead
Beyond insanity
Come laugh with Me!
Laugh with Me!

Bones indeed they break
For every hit you gave
I will make you pay
For everything you’ve done to me!

The voices say its time
To Answer for your crimes
Dishonors that you gave
“Time to pay for everything!”

Bones indeed they break
So make no mistake
Your life is mine to take
Vengeance will be mine today!

Get out of my sight! Get out of my life! Get out of my Mind! (x4)

“Time to fucking pay!”

Step by step I take
Upon this path I lead
Beyond insanity
Come laugh with Me!
Laugh with Me!

Bones indeed they break
For ever hit you gave.
I will make you pay
For everything you’ve done to me!
The voices say its time
To answer for your crimes
Dishonors that you gave
“Time to pay for everything!”

Bones indeed they break
So make no mistake
Your life is mine to take
Vengeance will be mine to day!

Get out of my Sight! Get out of my Life! Get out of my Mind!

Ghost

Listen close to what I scream!
Then face the nightmares, of our dead dreams!
Remember the past to forgive today
Forget tomorrow - IT’S ALL THE SAME!

Listen close, “as sanity dies!!”
Then face your fears, “You’re out of time!!”
Remember the chaos, “Forget today!!”
And Fuck you too - “IT’S ALL - THE - SAME!!!”

ALL THE SAME!!!

You’re all just fucking dead like me...
DEAD - LIKE - ME

If you can’t even comprehend just what I say
Then you’re not even really, worth the wait (x2)

(Not done till it’s over - Not over till it’s done.)

(Am I just a ghost...?)
(No I’m not...!)

Listen close to what I scream!
Then face the nightmares, of our dead dreams!
Remember the past to forgive today
Forget tomorrow - IT’S ALL THE SAME!

Listen close, “as sanity dies!!”
Then face the truth, “You’re out of time!!”
Remember the chaos, “Forget today!!”
And Fuck you too - “IT’S ALL - THE - SAME!!!”

ALL THE SAME!!!

You’re all just fucking dead like me...
A worthless ghost - like - ME

If you can’t even comprehend just what I say Then you’re not even really, worth the wait If you can’t even comprehend just what I say Then you’re not even worth, the wait! (x3)

Produced by Count Your Dead
All lyrics written by Jonathan Haubert
Music written and arranged by Julio Salazar and Paul Riccio

Tracklisting:
01. Activate
02. Bitter Resurrections
03. Bleed Smoke
04. Release...
05. Flooding Texas
06. Poetic Lies
07. F#%k the Box!
08. From Sin...
09. 1,000 Miles of Pain
10. Say When.
11. No Return

Activate

Throw the switch and let's watch all our atoms dissolve away.
When retruned to the elements,
that which makes us who we are today.
Are we ready, to achieve that honor of when we were alive?
Throw the switch and let us then kiss the fleeting reality goodbye.

Just throw the switch; the one that reads "NO RETURN"...
Then make a wish...
That maybe in the conlcusion of this; that we might learn.
God - as we release our breath, we are all now - so ready for rest.
"As we have senselessly activated the Armageddon of our times..."

Bitter Resurrections

Bitter resurrections of these words we cannot save.
Pain has taken over O God it's all the same.
Losing all directions but today we cannot reach.
If you cannot take it then leave it all me
"Come on!" (3x) Come on here we go again!

Can't help but love it, things that go unseen.
Loss of relfection as the Devil kisses me cold......!

Face against nothing or something better to freak.
Love of an angel but it wasn't meant to be.
Just numb now and broken, teardrops felt so cold.
Laughing with no one God give it back to me "Come on....!"

I feel it burn - when I see - loving you - tragedy........!
Break it! End this fucked up world and me.
Take it! - To that fucking place unseen.
Hate me! Because I've only ever shown you love.
Tragedy! As it all fades...

Taken! - Breaking! - I'm losing! Everything that I am!
Taken! - Breaking! - I'm losing! Everything that I love!
"That I love" (2x)

Pain - but you can't feel
Love - that gentle touch
Felt - as we scream
Lost - between our lies
Shame - but hold on tight
Scream - then taste the blood
Dream - as we come undone
Bleed - and all just fades.....

Bitter resurrections of these words we cannot save.
If you cannot take it then leave it all me "Come on!"

Here we go again....!

Bleed Smoke

Cut the throat - soft
Bleed the smoke - raw
Take the joke - wrong
Leave this world - lost

Fuck the lies - we say
Bleed these eyes - away
Trip the lines - of faith
End the pointless screams

I know how it feel, to be the one they threw away
And I know just how it feels, to be the soul you threw away

"This is the soul you cannot save..."

Cut the throat - soft
Eat the body - raw
Take the words - away
What have you to - say

Fuck these lies we - hold
And these tattered - souls
Tear the motives - down
I'm just such a heartless - clown

Laughing in your - face
Feeling out of - place
So take it all - away
Just leave again your fuckin' waste!

I know how it feel, to be the one they threw away
And I know just how it feels, to be the soul you threw away

"You threw away..."

Cut the throat - soft
Bleed the smoke - raw
Take the joke - wrong
Leave this world - lost

Fuck the lies - we say
Bleed these eyes - away
Trip the lines - of faith
End the pointless screams!

Cut the tongue and - bleed
Fill the glass with - blood
Take is all from - me
Just leave again - and fade away!

I know how it feel, to be the one they threw away
And I know just how it feels, to be the soul you threw away

"This is the soul you cannot save..."

(Cut my throat my friend! - drink the smoke again!)

Release

Here I go, standing on her grave.
Remembering the thoughts of her face.
I can't believe we've come this far.
We've reached the end, decay and release.

I can't let go - of my - hollow soul,
No I - cannot be, alone - not today again.

There we go, within nothing to say.
Forget me now, then walk away.
I can't believe we've come this far.
To reach the dark, and I release.

Can't let go - of my - Shattered soul,
No I - cannot be, alone - not today again.

"Can't let go - no I." (Repeat)

Here I go, weeping over her grave.
It took some time, but I think I'll be okay.
There I go, lost again but it's all the same.

Here I go, truly having nothing to say.
It took us far, now we begin to decay.
There I go, forgotten now and I release...

Flooding Texas

Taking it all in, as drowning out your sins.
These memories won't love, not beyond tonight my love.
Forsaking this knowledge, resistance is falling.
We've gotta just hold on, to make it through the night my dear.
You say that you love it, as laughter is flooding.
We cannot help it; now all that's felt is pain and fear.
Just taking it all in, the deep breath of our sins.
There emotions won't live; not to say they ever did.

"Just let it all flood..."

Push me back now one more time
Just ease the nonsense off my mind.
Take me there beyond the reason
Watch us laugh as God is weeping.
Push us back to start the party
Laugh so hard as we are burning.
Drink the worry and hope it's working
Hold your breath, as it's flooding...

Taking it all in, the deep breath of our sins.
These notions won't live, not beyond tonight my love.
Fuck all this nonsense, ideas are falling.
We've gotta just hold on, to make it through the night my dear.
You say that you love it, as hatred is flooding!
We cannot stop it; now all that's left is pain and fear.
Just taking it all in, the fueling of our sins.
You know that we won't love, not to say we ever did!

"Just let it all flood..."

Push me back now off the line.
Just fuck the nonsense and your lies.
Take me there beyond the reasons.
Watch me as the Devil's weeping.
Push us back to start this party.
Scream so soft as we are burning.
Drink the rage and hope it's working...
Let out your breath, as it's flooding...

Poetic Lies

Still breaking - Still hating - Still faking all your pointless lies!
Still dying - Still killing - Still losing your fucking mind!
You're falling - You're dreaming - You're running out of time!

Faith in you - You feel it as it burns away!
Rage in you - You feel it as it grows!
Hating you - we wish only to see a better end!
Faith in you - we laugh because it's all taken away!

Still screaming - Still bleeding - Still cutting open my eyes!
Still loving - Still losing - These memories we can't deny!
So fuck you - and all these rhythmic poetic lies!

Fuck your bullshit! Endless nonsense!
Come on push me! Come on push me! (x2)

They're tearing and raping - all we hold inside!
They're killing our freedoms just open up your eyes!
To see now, devastation - have we all gone blind!

Faith in you - We feel it as it fades away!
Rage in you - You feel it growing cold!
Hating you - we wish only to touch one last time!
Faith in you - we scream because it all breaks away!

Still cutting - Still tearing - To see the other side!
No loving - No caring - Still running out of time!
So fuck you - and all these twisted poetic lies!

Fuck your bullshit! Endless nonsense!
Come on push me! Come on push me! (x2)

(Still hating! - Still breaking!)

F#%k the Box!

Rip your fucking head off backwards
And I'll begin to laugh
Try to take it away from me
But you know it I'll get it back!

Lost again for stupid nothings
Still you try to hold me down
Cannot keep me locked in your cage
Now sanity is gone from me!

And it's felt - so unclean - dead and hollow in my dreams
Taken far - so unseen - lifeless words we never speak
And it's lost - very deep - from that hurt which we both keep
So still I'm gone - for only you - Fuck you and your stupid box!!

Rip your fucking head off backwards
Wipe that smile off your face
Try to say you know better than me
Judge me now then look away

Locked so deep in this eternal nightmare
Cannot seem to find me way
This stupid world still tries to push me
To follow along and say what they say!

What truly matters, I cannot grasp
Still you try to hold me down
Just free me of this stupid box now
Locked forever in their heads!

And it's felt - so unclean - dead and hollow in my dreams
Taken far - so unseen - lifeless words we never speak
And it cuts - very deep - from that hurt which we both keep
So still I'm gone - for only you - who sees now so very cold!

Cannot see beyond your own eyes!

From Sin...

From sin fated - to my love!
Constant weeping - O what we've done!
It sinks below - into cold tears!
So we let go - screaming out our fears!

Then my love's taken...! Taken...!
Such a bad trip...! Bad trip...!
You - stole - my...! My...!
Fleeting dreams!

Souls been hated - for truly nothing!
Constant nonsense - flooding in me!
It brings me down - wish not to think!
Take me home God - need now to sleep!

Lies, have been taken over!
Tonight, we will be together!
Alive, we've been taken over!
Tonight, we will live forever!
One time, we follow the shadow!
Into our sin...

From sin fated - to my love!
Constant regrets - O what we've done!
It burns deep within - wish just to sleep!
So we let go - time just to breathe!

Lies, have been taken over!
Tonight, we will be together!
Alive, we've been taken over!
Tonight, we enter the shadow
Again we fall...

Then my love's taken...! Taken...!
Such a bad trip...! Bad trip...!
So - let's - go; Let's go...!
From sin! From Sin...!
into sorrow...

1,000 Miles of Pain

Dreams are now fading away from me once again
Why can't I seem to hold you as we drift away...?

Lost everything, we never say
Can't turn away, never again!
Burn everything, tear down the pain
Enter the last, of our choice
Love not the shame, drown down the hate
Bleed out the blade, see - the - light
Miles to go, cannot let go
Can you not see, we'll never learn!

Cut everything, out of my brain
Bring down the rain, wash my flesh!
Lust not the grave, drink down the hate!
Forget all the shame, know who we are!
A nonentity, fighting to breathe
Trying to grip, what we said
Forget all the pain, point not the blame
Try now to see, you'll never know!

Dreams are now fading away from us once again,
Why can't I seem to be what you once wanted of me
Dreams are fading away from me once again
Why can't I seem to hold you as we drift away...

Cut everything, straight from my brain
Bring on the rain, cure my flesh!
Lust not the grave, drink down the hate
Hold onto me, never let go!
Bring back to me, in-san-ity
Try to remember, what we said!
Forget all the pain, point not the blame
Miles to go, then we are home...!

Dreams are now fading away from us once again,
Why can't I seem to be what you once wanted of me
Dreams are fading away from me once again
Why can't I seem to hold you as we drift away...

(NOW!) CUT INTO ME, CUT INTO ME, CUT INTO ME...! (NOW!)

Say When

Wanna let it all go, just say when...
Time to end the struggle, so take my hand
Can't seem to find no better way
Falling into shadows, it's all so grave.
Take me back deeper into my own hell
Admit to the fact now, that we have failed
This war is at an end, and no - one - wins!

"And we'll let it all just fall."
"Coming on baby, just - say when!" (4x)

Lost an have no where to be
Lost and I just can not see
Lost inside of me...
Shooting at bottles lost indeed
Shooting at bottles death filled dream
So me, I'm fucked and can not be
Without love - death to me!!!

And we feel it; all begin to crumble -
tearing deeper, into our hollow minds
And we feel it; all begin to go down -
digging deeper, far beyond our hollow minds
And we feel it; all begin to breakdown -
tearing deeper, into our hollow minds
And we feel it; all begin to crumble -
tearing deeper, far beyond the end of time...

Then we'll be forever, lost and thrown away
There behind the shadows where we'll always be
I can't seem to take, the facts of - dismay
Guess we'll be forever, lost and thrown away

Come on baby breathe in! Breathe in, breathe in...
Then just let it all go! All go, all go...

TEAR THE BONES DOWN - what you said to me!
TAKE THE PAIN - what is left of me!
TEAR YOUR HEART - then just watch it bleed!
TEAR THE BONES DOWN - what is left of me!!!

Just say when... Say when.... say... When...

No Return

Head above the waves, how long must it take?
To correct our mistake, of trying to hold on.
As we prove to the night, that we hold the light
So sad to say that it all went wrong!

First they tried to save us but then stole away our Freedom!
First they say to love us but now all they say is Kill them!
First they try to hold us but now they just say Fuck them!
First they tried to save us but they stole away our Freedom!

First we try to save them but there is no chance to Free them!
First we tried to love them but we changed our minds so Kill them!
First you said to hold on but now all I hear is Screaming!
First they tried to save us but they stole away our Freedom!

Head below the waves, as our world it turns gray.
It's felt as a mistake, just trying to tag along.
As we move beyond tonight, and drink the neon lights.
It's funny to think that you can't hold on!

First they to judge us now it really seems so Pointless!
First they try to shove us so now all I hear is Kill them!
First I was an angel but now I'm really just a Demon!
First they tried to save is but they stole away our Freedom!

First they tried to kill us but it really doesn't Matter!
First you tried to push us now the bones begin to Shatter!
First it cuts so deep and now time to end the Screaming!
First we try to save them but they stole away our Freedom!

Just give me now my apathy!
God give me now my apathy! (8x)

Is this not - what you wanted!
Is this not - what she wanted!
Is this not - what they wanted!
Is this not - what we wanted!?

Can't look back - No return!
You can't go back - No return!
We can't look back - No re-turn....!